Has Anyone Experienced Newlywed depression?

Ok I have to ask this: has anyone else there experienced newlywed depression? I mean I know that people have depression after they have a baby, I know that people have depresison for all kinds of reasons.. but this is suppoed to be a great time in our lives yet it does not feel that way. I feel like things are going wrong for us.

Its like we were on this high got engaged and all the planning and parties and fun times were happening then poof! its all over and your just here excitment over. I was reading my friends blog and she just got engaged I was reading her excitment- I could almost feel it and I was so happy for her, but at the same time I felt sad cause my time is over.

It also does not help that we have all this stress right now, Barry and his job and my new job. If you have no idea what Im talking about read back and there is much details. Then to put a cherry on the cake we are in the car tonight and on comes this song that I used to love to dance to in college and I was feeling so old cause here I am 28 married, job, mortgage- I mean Im very happy to have those things but part of me just wanted to be younger again and have a night out at the bar no cares dance till the wee hours drink and be merry.... I know Im dramatic but I feel my youth slipping away from me I feel like Im gasp- OLD I dont like it.

So there you have it put all that together in one big parcel and you have my depression. I hope it doesnt last. I mean really I have so much going for me wonderful husband, nice home, great friends exciting new job, the holidays are coming- so many good things yet I feel like all I do is focus on the negative and I dont know why..... Im sad, I want to be happy.