I have alot of thoughts in my head as I always do, so here are some reflections as I say goodbye to my 20's:
My shoes are to practical... as I approach gulp... dare I say it the big 3-0 I have come to the conclusion that I have nothing but boring shoes. I'm gonna be 30 and I don't own a pair sexy boots or shoes. What is wrong with this picture? So I went on a mission to find some today.. however I came up empty handed. The ones I tried were either fair to ridiculous or not that sexy. So I figure that gives me a mission for tomorrow.. I have officially 1 day left of my 20's... and I'm going to find those shoes.
I hate that I have grey hair.. another startling revelation in the last few months (thanks to a certain husband) that I have strands of gray.. yes not ver settling. So I have to take care of this problem. I need to take myself to the hair dressers and get something do, something that says I'm young and hip and there's no way I could be 30!
I should have started my family sooner.. now I'm leaving my most fertile years childless. I keep thinking if Barry and I had shortened our engagement, then maybe my dad would have been at the wedding, maybe we would have conceived sooner and things would have been better.. but I guess its all shouda woulda coulda and you cant live there.
I wish I had used more facial creams, then my skin would look nicer. I'm sure to turn into a wilted plant the day I turn 30. I am going to have to buy some expensive potion in a bottle to make me look 10 years younger.
I worry to much, I wish that I had spent more time dancing like no one was watching and less like everyone was watching. I think I did a good job of letting my hair down but I wish I had been a freer spirit.
I wish that I was going into 30 feeling more optimistic, I am to a point but right now Im a little jaded, I feel like I have been beaten down by life a bit. I wish I had a crystal ball that I could see the future.
People ask what do you want for your birthday, well I guess for starters to be turning 25 instead of 30 would be nice.... and I think everyone knows what I want ... but seeing as I cant have that maybe a really good quality piece of chcocolate cheesecake.
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2 comments:
Mmm, chocolate cheesecake.
I'm glad you're getting to 30 before me, friend, you can show us how it's done with grace!
And don't you worry about those grays, Barry has his own hair worries to deal with! :)
You are a very, very silly girl!
Have a happy birthday anyway :)
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