Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Count Down: 4th last shift

Well its the unpleasant hour of 6am and Im sitting here trying to be greatful that Im well and live and can go to work, where others cant... yeah its not working! I want to crawl back into my nice warm bed where Barry still lays snoring.

This is my forth last shift, hard to believe that the cound down is on. Its hard cause each of these shifts signifies saying goodbye to people as you never know how often your gonna work with people. So its hard especially when some people are not always the nicest they make comments and put doubts in your head as to whether you did the right thing or not. Last night I had a bad cause of the oh my God what have I dones. But Im thinkng Im gonna have to take some time to adjust.

I wish I were a computer, then I could just open the disk drive take out the disk thats marked Hospital 2001-2005 then I would not be able to think about it. I would be a blank slat and could not feel bad that Im leaving my job. I could just put the disk in called job with a step up and go from there. ah computers dont they have it easy?

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