6am

I think that getting up at 545am is brutal. I know that many people get up at this time every day (you have my deepest sympathy if this is you) but I do it only a couple times a week or whenever I have my day shifts schduled. Nothing compares with the sound the alarm makes as I try to hide under my warm blankets. But eventually I have to face the fact that I must get up regardless of how much I dont want to.

Im getting ready for work. I have mixed feelings about my job on the one hand I like my co-workers and I find what I do is rewarding. But on the other hand I find it exhausting and busy all the time I know eveyrones work is busy but in my field if its busy you dont get lunch, you barely get to pee cause you cant just up and leave your patient. This would be fine once in a while but all the time takes its toll, I think thats why you see alot of nurses burned out still trying to do there job. I dont want to get to that point hence why Im looking at my other options. Anyway my newest insite about this job Im waiting to hear from is that Im not gonna worry about it which ever way it goes I will take it as a sign that Im either meant for change right now or to keep on the path Im on. There are pros and cons to both jobs and I have been weighing them out more.. which of course makes any choices I might have to make more difficult. Anyway work calls have a good day all.