My thoughts on being back to work..

So I'm sure that many of you are curious about my back to work experience. I have been asked by many how things are going. They are going fine, somethings never change.. nurses still do the crazy things that nurses do, people are still OCD about the same things, shifts, what nurses they have, etc. The people I work with are of course wonderful.. and without them i don't think work would be half as good or enjoyable.

However having said that I will give you an analogy for what I feel about being back to work at this time in my life: its like going to the dentist... you have to go to the dentist, its good for you, its needed.. but its can also be painful and often you are relieved when its over. That is how I feel right now.. Its not that I don't want to work or that I cant work.. its just that still somewhere inside of me my heart is else where. I long for the days where I'm more myself. I have not really been blogging lately mainly cause theres not much to say.. I think I'm telling more of my feelings to God and praying. Trying to build up some faith and to find some inner strength. So its a process its been 2 months now, all the changes that have happened for me I could not have imagined and would take too long to write.. but if you ever really want to know ask and Ill tell you, cause its not all bad I have discovered some amazing things in this time that I'm now considering a journey.

Anyway work may not be a day at the beach.. but its not the end of the world either.. I'm sure somewhere in there I will find my groove again. Until then open wide the dentist will see you now..