Im normal... hard to believe eh!

Today was the big doctors appointment! I went in with alot of worry (while trying to be optimistic!). Anyway all the blood work they did came back normal! Yup that's right folks you heard it here first I'm normal (at least medically!!!).

I am relieved to hear that there is nothing wrong with me, but of course there is still the unanswered questions the big "why". The autopsy report is not back! I have been told that it can take up to year to get those results! I don't know why but that's what I'm hearing!!! So I wont hold my breath on that one... I guess I just have to trust that things happen for a reason and go from here.

Anyway Barry and I leave for Punta Cana in a few days, when I told my doc where I was going she said that I should get this malaria medication cause apparently they have alot of trouble with that down there. So I'm stocked up with the pills, no strange tropical diseases for me!!!

So as hard as it is to move forward I do feel like each day there is progress mixed with set backs. Well not really set backs just reminders... like Karla Homolca (cant spell it sorry) front page of the sun paper announcing that she had a baby boy.. can we ask ourselves why this women would be granted a child? I guess its not for me to judge but it certainly makes little sense in my mind. Anyway as people have said time heals all wounds, to be honest with you and not to sound all deep and spiritual (cause I'm far from it) I believe that its more like God heals all wounds, mixed with some time. For every day that I can feel a bit better I am thankful to God and my family and friends that support me. Anyway I'm off to bed to dream of the beach that I will sit on next week. I'm gonna sleep a grateful sleep for the good news that I'm normal! It only took 30 years to figure that out ha ha!