I have been lying awake since 4 am this moring. I cant sleep. It does not happen very often, but every once in a while something has me bothered enough that I cant catch the sand man. Anyway I finally decided to just get up and surf the net as I was tossing and turning and Im sure waking up barry.
Got alot on my mind today, some specific worries that are leaving me feeling vulnerable. I hate that I have no control over some things in life, and while I know that worrying over something that I have no control over the outcome does no good, I cant seem to feel any better. Today will be either a big sigh of relief and things will be ok, or it will be the begining of a difficult time. The fact that so much can rest on one answer is very stressful to me. I wish I was a person who nothing bothered me and no matter what life threw me I just rolled with it and was ok no matter the outcome. I think those types of people have an easier time in life then people like me who can find the stress and worry in everything. I wonder if there is a course one can take on how not to worry and stress? If there was I would take it.
Anyway I know that Im speaking rather vaguely and it is of course deliberate, as Im not ready to share all things with all people. However if your reading this could you just send me some good vibes this morning, Im sure I could use it.
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Good luck, CherChat! Don't think of yourself as a worrier, just one who considers all possibilities in life. And own it, because it is part of what makes you, you!
Sendin' good vibes your way SP. I can relate to your situation - I'm an anxiety junkie, not by choice!!!! Everything causes me anxiety to some degree, and I mean EVERYTHING.
So just know that there are people who understand and will be thiking about you today!!!!!!!
I have to go find a lawn to pee on now! :o)
Bart sends you good vibes, and says you can borrow his good luck charm, a seahorse key chain.
Cher,
Huge hugs my friend, my prayers and thoughts are with you (is it just me or does that sound ridiculously familiar to the force is with you?)
Anyway, Im here if you need me...always.
Love ya,
Me
...transmitting the Good Vibes now........transmission successful ;)
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