Random thoughts from a tired mind

I know not a very original title, but its now 12:19am and Im pretty much tapped out of original ideas. Anyway I just thought I would share with you a little update since someone was looking for an update.

Im getting geared up for the yard sale this weekend, I spent most of the night getting things ready there is soooo much stuff. I find that keeping busy is a good distraction to the fact that Im really missing my husband these days. As most of you know we are on opposite shifts right now and we dont get to see much of each other (unless you count a grunt hello at 2am or 7am!). Im really proud of him as hes got a new job that hes working really hard at and I think is doing a fabulous job. However I do miss him so Im using the time I have to get things in order around the house. Anyway Im doing alright and the count down is on only 9 or 10 more weeks to the end of this shift!!!

Im relaly looking forward to our vacation which is coming up in the next week, we are gonna go to my brothers cottage for a good part of the week. It will be nice to just have some time to relax, so Im gonna stock up on my books and magizines!!!

There have been some other frustrations in life that as all people experience come and go as things do. I would like to say a big thankyou to the friend that let me off load my worries on you tonight. I really need to talk and it was great to have your ear- so thanks! Anyway Im trying to have perspective and not let people or things out of my control get me down. There are changes at work that are causing some stress... but I just have to remeber back to my hospital time when I was exhausted and could barely keep my eyes open and things dont seem so bad now!

The big thing I have learned in the last little while is its all perspecitive. You can look at a situation and think that its clear cut and dry... then you see that there is more to it then you thought and you rethink things. I know that I have the power to control how I handle and deal with situations, the hard part is getting your mind to have a positive attitude. Its so easy to let all the negative thoughts get to you and block all the positive things. So Im working on staying upbeat when things are getting me down. Its better for my overall health and well being. Anyway thats it from me Im tired I gotta sign off and head to bed. Night everyone!