Life is funny, Im feeling pretty deep (especially considering its only monday!). Life is funny because if you had said to me 2 years ago that I would be married, in a new job making plans for the future I would have laughed and told you that you were crazy! I look at where Im at right now and I think wow Im so different, I find myself interested in things that I would never have cared about, I find myself day dreaming about things that would have been nothing to me before. I think about where I am now compared to where I guess I thought I would be and I feel happy and lucky.
I have made some decisions lately that I really did not think I would make - and be able to stick to, I feel myself feeling ready for life and the mysteries ahead. I dont mean to sound cryptic but Im sure all in good time things will be clearer - for myself and my readers! Anyway Im taking life a day at a time enjoying all the steps and preparing for the ones to come. Im relaly happy but Im kinda freaked out about how easy it has been to make some changes in my life that will definatly lead to a new path. Its all good I guess I just surprise myself. I go back and forth and change my mind about things 100 times and then finally bam! Decision made no turing back. So Life is funny I never really pictured myself as an adult (who does its too scarey!) but I am one and its not as bad as I thought it would be. Anyway thats my days thoughts. Off to make dinner now- after all as a good adult and wife I should do that - ha ha!
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