6am and Im awake whats up with that?

Its 6am and Im wide awake! What is up with that? Im having a very strange week. I have no idea what has brought on this whole weridness. I have been in talks with the mangers at the hospital I used to work with, Im hoping to get back on board causally. I dont know if that will be an option but I think I need to have some hospital time. I need some adventure and action, again part of this is due to the fact that I miss the moms and babies I used to work with. So iM hoping that there will come some answers about this and that I can have a chance to do what Im stil passionate about. Again I love my job but its not exciting. Im not wanting to go back on a full time basis I like the lifestyle I have, but I definatly want the option to go and use my nursing skills. Im really hopeful that this will happen.

Oh I hope spring gets here soon before I go bonkers, Also my theory is if Im back with the occasional shift in the hospital I will get my "baby fix" and stop thinking about them outside of the hospital. Im thinking thats whats wrong with me Im just missing my maturnity. Say a little prayer for me that they have some causal job openings and that I get one! Im gonna go lie down for an hour try and sleep.