What a Change

Im so excited this year its the first time in 4 years that I dont have to chose between holidays, family, who I will spend my weekends with etc. Its all mine and Im enjoying every minute of it. I have lots of dinners and parties planned this month and its great. I am really getting into the monday- friday routine. Its nice i get up go to the gym shower go to work come home relax go to bed and do it again. Then I get every weekend to be with my husband and friends. My body feels better I sleep better at night and generally just have a better outlook on the world. I think the nights must have been screwing with me something awful cause now I feel like wow Im normal like what was wrong with me before? I feel like I just woke up from a slumber that was 4 years long.

I hope that I never have to go back to shift work ever again. I really like my job I feel challenged and excited to try new things, Im making friends quickly. I suppose the only thing I miss is the babies (notice I did not say pp moms lol- dont miss there craziness narotic bahaviour at all!!) I also miss the Docs and nurses. I mean people that you have had a 4 year relationship with its gonna be hard to not miss them. But I know Im in a better place for myself. Im looking at taking a painting class at night and exploring my interest, I have become quite the baker in the last few weeks, trying new recipes and sharing with friends and neighbours (keeps me from eatting it all lol).

Anyway its time for the gym so Im off to start another wonderful day in which Im part of the regular world and loving it!