The Waiting Game Begins

Its 9:25am, the waiting is already killing me. Yesterday when we saw our hero she was contemplating a new job and wondering if she should take it if offered to her. Now that she has decided that she would try it she has yet to hear anything. Now I know that its only 9:30 am and that they have only been open for like an hour and that they probably have to check references etc. But what if they are interviewing someone more fabulous then myself? What if right now there is some girl sitting there telling them how great she would be at this job?

Im trying to look at it this way: if this opportunity threw itself in my path without my searching it out - then if Im meant to have it I will have it. If not then perhaps theres reasons for that. Sometimes I wish I could take just a small peek into the future, not to ruin all the suprises but just a little nano second to see where Barry and I would be. Yup its right up there with winning the lottery.. Anyway Im gonna try and ignore the knot in my stomach and proceed to with my day, which includes cleaning my messy house!! I hate waiting it sucks!